Its strange not holding his hand, I kept crossing my arms so I would not accidentally go for his hand. I had asked him last night if he could please not look for someone else for a month, because I just want to give us a chance to rekindle what we had before we rushed into everything. And if there is something worth holding on to, just taking things slowly.
(Also gives him a chance to get away and think about what he really wants, and if things don't work it gives me time to accept that it was not meant to be)
After speaking with Richard he did not realise that's what I meant. He said he would give it a month after asking.
He has been very patient with me.
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